short_spike's Journal

3:40am: CLOUD 9
So the subject of this journal pretty much explains it. I feel like I am floating WAY above the earth on a big white fluffy cloud. I know most of you have no idea what I'm talking about. I'll give you the short version cuz I NEED SLEEP!!!! about a week and a half ago i started chattin w/a girl i have on my myspace friends IM. We got along really well. shes originally from wausau, but livin down in madison. tuesday her g/f broke up with her and so she called me and we chatted on the phone for over 2 hrs. we got a long really well and talked the next day as well. come to find out wednesday night she was comin back to wausau. she wanted to meet up so we met and i hung out w/her and her friends. we really clicked and ended up cuddling and talkin till after 3am. thurs we hung out again, we ended up at my house to watch a movie. i told her rt out i REALLY wanted to kiss her, but was goin to leave that up to her cuz of what shes gone thru this past week. she told me she couldnt possibly make the first move, and we chatted a little more, well in the end we ended up kissing. she told me she wanted to really kiss me wednesday night, but she didnt want to cuz she had been drinking that night. i can understand that. so anywasy i really, really, really like this girl. she is ABSOLUTLY amazingly beautiful, both inside and outside. i cant wait till i get to see her tomorrow. i so am not lookin forward to her having to go back down to madison. im goin to miss her so much. i have fallen hard for her and i think it goes the other way as well. which looks like i may be makin some trips to madison the rest of the semester and possibly over the summer, but am kinda hopin she decides to come back to wausau for the summer. well i really need to get some sleep cuz i got 2 1/2 hrs last night and will be getin only like 3 1/2 tonight......hope all is well all around.

6:26pm: Remembering.........
February 22nd, 2003. A data which will live in my heart and mind forever and never be forgotten. That day we lost two very special people. They were the most caring people anyone could ever ask for in their lives.

It was a typical cold, but sunny winter Saturday two weeks, to the day, after I turned 18. I had to go out and help the family get the land ready for the animls and barn. I could only help a little because I then had to head into work. I got into work and started at 5pm, and was scheduled to host that night. I was up front counting my drawer out when Shirley, Jessica, Rindy and Matt come in the door. I knew something was up because you would never ever see these four together, they all had this unexplainable look on their faces and Jessica had a box of kleenex in her hand. Shirley told the manager she needed to talk to me. They sat me down in the waiting area of the restraunt I work at. Rindy sat next to me and immediatly wrapped her arms around me. That is when Shirley told me the news "Today around noon, Kieth, Mariah and Brandon were in a car accident. Brandon is ok, but both Kieth and Mariah killed." I was in shock and wasnt sure what to do. I just sat there for a few minutes. I then had to get up and tell the managers. I started to, but couldnt even finish and so Shirley did. At that point I left and hung out at Rindy's house and tried to get some sleep, which didnt happen.

Kieth was a very loving person. He put his family, both church and home, above anything else in the world. He was very much a father to more then just his own kids. He was like a father to much of the youth group, but I dont think many realized till it was to late. He was a great loss to the world and will be greatly missed by all who knew him.

Mariah at 8 years old touched more people lives then many people touch in a lifetime. She was a very lively, but shy girl. She was always running around w/a smile on her face. She was many times hiding behind Kieth. They were very close, we all said Kieth is probalby up playin barbies with her in heaven. She just had this affect on everyone when you saw her you had to smile. She will be greatly missed by the many, many hearts she touched.

RIP Kieth and Mariah Feb. 22nd 2003

10:33pm: crushed and broken......
So some of u know why this is titled like it is. I've had my heart tore out and smashed this week. I didnt think it was possible to feel like this after knowin someone for only 2-3 wks. Yea unbelievable isnt it? I screwed it all up on my own. I didnt realize you could gain an awesome friend and then screw it up and lose them with in a 2-3 wk period and feel like ur heart was ripped out. I would have never believed it was possible either. It has happened to me and that is why im feelin this way. I met her on here, we hit it off really well, messagin back and forth, then finally talkin on the phone. the first time we talked for almost 2 hrs as complete strangers. we talked for a few more times on the phone and finally both had time to meet. how long would u think ud hang out w/a complete stranger? 1hr? 2hrs? Thats what I figured you know, id get some food and we talk then go our seperate ways...... well that is defiantly not what happened. we sat and talked for 3 hrs at annies, then she asked me to go get a drink w/her. that is where i shoulda said no....but we were gettin along sooooo well so i was like what the hell y not? well yea 1 turned into 4 and a shot, cuz it was my birthday starting at midnight and i saw a friend there. anyways, most of u dont know me as a drunk, but i get REALLY friendly as a drunk. well she had started the flirtin w/me at the bar, so of course as i got drunk my mind wasnt thinkin before i acted and i ended up kissin her. i knew she was sorta involved w/someone and this someone happened to walk into the apt the girl i hung out w/lives while i was still there.........yea BAD...that is when i left hehe. i talked to her thurs, then didnt hear from her again till monday night. that is when i found out she wants to make it work, or at least hold on to the other girl as long as possible. that was cool, i didnt care bout that, it was the next part that went thru me like a dull knife thru the heart. she told me that she broke the trust when she kissed me and the only way to get the trust back was to not talk to me anymore. i let my guard down in front of her and this is how it ends up, go figure. the only people i ever really open up to screw me in the end, and u wonder why im like i am......

on another note, please keep my grandpa in ur thoughts, there is soemthing wrong w/his heart, but they dont know exactly what yet. ill keep ya'll posted.

also a friend of mine had his 3rd back surgery monday in less then 1 1/2yrs. when they got in they weren't able to do the whole surgery so they have to go back in friday, when he was suppose to be out on friday. please keep him in ur thoughts please? thank you

4:17am: So yes things have been very good lately. School is going good, but very tough. That is ok, cuz I expected it. Even though its tough things have been made just so much better lately. No matter how much there is to do for school it all doesnt matter. As of sunday 1 wk ago I turned into a taken woman....yes thats rt, after 4 LONG yrs of being single I'm no longer livin the single life. I am lovin it, cuz she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. She is my world now along with school. I am so happy. Well just had to update and let ya'll know im still alive and doin well. Nighty night.

3:26am: AHHHHHH
So yes it is very late, I just got home though. I was out at the bar. Yes me out at the bar till close on a Thursday night when I have classes and work later today. It was a GREAT night though. I havnt felt like this since, god I cant remember. I think It's been over 4 years. I just hope I can make things work even w/the curcumstances. I hope my sis will be happy for us. I cant believe how much I like this person, after just finding out 2 wks ago shes bi and likes me. OMG I dont know what to do w/myself. I like her so much, I didnt want to leave the bar tongiht, which is why I ended up there till 2am. I only had 2 drinks all night,but I just loved watchin her. She is beautiful and a great person to be around. I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW......question feel free to ask :-D

10:10pm: belt testing
Today was belt promotion testing for Taekwondo. I was testing for my high blue belt. It went very well. My hip doesnt feel that bad now either, I guess I shouldnt say anything till I get up in the morning. I had a lot of fun, testing is always a lot of fun. I was even told by Master Berger that I had a good sparring match. So yes that is the latest news.

I GET TO LEARN MY NEW FORM ON MONDAY!!!!!!!!!

9:40am: Ugh
So it has been awhile since I've posted. It has been completly insane lately. I have basically no social life, which means friends are being forgotten about and that really makes me feel bad. I have 12 credits this semester and am busier now then I have been since I started school here. I dont understand how it works, but it does I guess. I have 2 big research projects plus everything else. I'm doing ok in all of my classes. Just got my 2nd mammology exam back today, didnt do near as well as I would have hoped. That is ok, still lots of time left and the prof said people typically dont do as well on this exam as the next ones so that is reasuring.
I want to apologize to friends I have forgotten about this semester. I honestly feel horrible, its just I dont really have a lot of time for myself which doesnt leave a whole lot of time for everything else. I feel horrible, this may not be good enough for some people. If not well that is ok. I know what I can and cannot handle and I am having a hard time handling everything I have going right now. Insane I know. Hope all the abandoned friends can forgive me.
In other news I am still strugglin through my hip problems. They don't know what I did yet, and I am going at least 2x per week to the chiropractor. This has been problamatic with me still very involved in TKD. Speakin of that I am testing for my high blue belt this weekend :D wish me luck. Im excited cuz then I get to learn my new form.
Well I believe that is all the new and all I have for this post. Off to get some reading done.
PEACE

1:04am: Frustration....
WellI have had a few frustrating days as of late. There are a few people which I work with that IRITATE THE HELL OUT OF ME. Bitch and complain, Bitche and complain. That is all they do. It's like SHUT UP AND JUST DO IT!!!!! These are those people that think they are the best and no one even comes close. I've wanted to strangle a few of them as of late. Then I came home to eat tonight and I ended up storming out of the room. I felt like I was being attacked by like 4 people. My mom came up and we talked alittle after everyone left, but I was so fuckin upset. I was so FUCKING pissed......

Not a whole lot else is new. I have 2 days of full-time left at work and then i have off for like a week and a half!!!!!!! YIPPEEE!!!!!!!! I'm very excited. Then I get to go see Tasha next FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait. Well I'm off to bed. Night all

1:46am: Son of a.......
Ok, so I've had HORRIBLE luck as of lately. We are really just talking about my car right now. Since school got out I had it in and that was $164 for a muffler bract, muffler(lifetime warranty-just labor cost), and oil change. Then about 1 1/2 wks later it was back in for a new starter, feul filter, CAM-crank sensor to total $384. Then on Sunday night I was coming home from my managers and it decided to act up on me. It all of a sudden would rev up, but wouldnt accelerate. Well I pull to the side and ended up shuting it off. Then it would no longer start for me. I was about 1/4 mile from my house. My mom came and picked me up and we stopped at my mechanics who helped me get it the approx. 1/8 mile to his place. Then today I find out that the timing belt broke and there could be a possibility that it could be REALLY BAD. He had to find out exactly what kind of engine it had. Well I had to work tonight so I took my sisters car in and was like well maybe he'll call while I'm at work and we'll find out whats going on. He never called my house. I had a GREAT night at work too. It was a long night because we didnt get done till about 12:45am and we close at 11, but we had people come in about 10:57pm. Also (NO ONE CAN SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THIS, even though most of you are not in the area and never come in) found out supposidly our night manager is leaving next month. I did a little dance and said YES YES YES YES!!!!! when I found that out. I cant stand her. That also means I would most likely take her spot while I was on summer break. I cant tell anyone cuz there are like 3 of us that know that really are not suppose to know. Anyways I got done w/work, took my manager home and came home. I opened my email and my dad had got a call from my mechanic, who is related to us, that apparently I have the engine that is bad. My engine is shot which means I must weigh out prices and my be getting a new car. We have to decide soon cuz we cant go with 2 cars all summer. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I hate cars.... Anyways i'm done ranting for now. Hope your all havin a good summer.

2:25am: I am still alive
Well just thought I'd write to let everyone know I am still alive. I've been busy busy busy. Well lets start with where the semester ended. As I had suspected I failed Plant tax, but that was no big suprise. Other then that I got 3B-'s, & 1 C+'s. That in the end puts me on Academic probation with a 1.91 GPA. Thank god I have a lighter load for next semester. I only took 12 credits for next semester. I am a little upset with myself over the past semester, but with the classes I had plus everything thats been going on around here on top of school that made things hard. I was trying to work around 20 hours to help out around here plus 15 credits(classes, homework, driving, ect.) I think everything took its toll on me.
In other news. I have recently been in contact with an ex g/f. She is now in Korea with the army. I am still deeply in love with her, but know that it wont be going anywhere. I'm just happy to be friends with her. I know people would be upset to find that out, but to bad, this is my life. As of about Sunday I have now started training for becoming a manager at the restraunt that I work at. Exciting huh? I think so. It will look AWESOME on my resume, 21 yrs old and managing a restraunt. I have also joined a golf league with my dad, manager and boss. Its a lot of fun. Always fun times when you get to drink with you boss and head manager. hehe. Hope everyones summer has started out well. I'm out. Night

12:59am: Well its been a while since I've written and so I thought I would update ya'll a little on whats been goin on w/me. Not a whole lot to say the least. Life has been VERY hectic lately. Considering finals are in about 3 days now and I have 4 of them and 2 are cummulative. I had one exam yesterday(fri) for Ecology and it went much better then I thought it would. Which is good. Other then that I've been working and studying a lot. I will officially be done by 10am at the latest on Thursday I cant wait. I will golf on Thursday night and then start back to work on Friday full time. I close all next weeknd and may end up doin a lot of closing till they find another full-time closing cook which I may end up training, but we shall see. I have to retake a class from this semester - Vascular Plant Taxonomy. I know it doesnt even sound fun, and let me tell you ITS NOT FUN AT ALL. It's EXTREMELLY hard as well. Well I think that is about all I have to update for now. Hope everyone has good finals, at least as good as possible. Have a great summer to those who I wont see again before.

2:22am: Ok, so I've realized its been a LONG time since I've updated on here. I've been extremelly busy. I have picked up an extra shift at work, so many weeks I am working 3 days a week. It gets tiring between that and class and shit. That is ok though. It is fun.......for the most part. Only about 4 weeks left of school for the semester YAHOOOOOOO!!!!! I am doing HORRIBLE in my plant tax class. I have decided that ALL PLANTS SHOULD DIE....OR AT LEAST LEAVE ME ALONE. I hate learning about every fucking little thing about them. I dont need to know that much about them. Really all I want to know is what animals can eat and what they cant. Possibly what is toxic in case I was ever lost in the woods. But that is it. Other then that most of my classes are going pretty good.
As far as things at home they are ok. My dad has moved out and is living in hatley, which kinda sux. I only get to see him about once a week. I do miss him, but at least there is not as much tension as when he lived there. I am actually updating from his house. I worked till about 1am and then came here cuz we are going out golfing for the first time of the year tomorrow(sunday). I am hoping to be able to come over a little bit more over the summer. I will be working like mad because we are losing a TON of cooks by the end of May or so. That will be all I am doing. O yea and I joined the golf league that he is in so I shall see him those nights as well.
Well there is one newe thing, but I'm just going to say that I think I've fallen for someone. Even though I have no chance A)they live in Arkansas and B)they are not single. That is all Im goin to say about that.
Well I think that is about it for now. I hopefully will keep up a little better after finals. I'm gettin VERY VERY sleepy now so I'm off to bed. night all

1:19pm: The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly
THE GOOD - Well lets see. This is going to be a post all about my weekend....it was an interesting one to say the least. Now with the good part of the weekend. I got my sister and I home safe and sound from RIverfalls. Then on Saturday there was a girl I worked with a while back who I hadnt see since she quit walk in. We hung out till like 2am. We got a long really, really well when she worked and I missed her, it was an awesome time. That was a lot of fun. Then on Sunday I got to go help tap trees at DA BUS and hung out with my dad. Then I found out the waitress I CAN NOT STAND(to be understand later) put in her 2 wk notice Saturday. So there really werent a whole lot of good this past weekend....now on to:

THE BAD - Lets see here, where shall I start. I missed out exit on our way back from Riverfalls by about 50 miles so we had to find a different route home, but that was kinda interesting. I had to work Friday and Saturday. We got busy Friday night. Had almost a $1400 supper. I got a into a big fight with a waitress(the one from "THE GOOD" section). When we get busy it is frustrating when waitress bug us and are impartient and shit. I will admitt that I tend to snap on them once in a while when it gets busy. This lady was very fuckin rude. She comes up to line and goes "where is my order?" I snapped cuz that is not the way to ask, if she would have asked "how much longer before my order is up." would have been fine. Well when I snapped it rubbed her the wrong way and she started bitching. Cindy, the night manager, had to come over and get between us. She asked what was goin on and the waitress told her I was yelling at her. I finally shut my mouth. I was SOOOOOO close to walking off that line. I have never bee that disrespected in 4 yrs of working there. I was PISSED. That was all Friday night. Saturday night it was bad just cuz I had to work and the waitress also had to work, but she went home on her break cuz she had cramps. Iw as like that is BULLSHIT. Then on Sunday around 6pm, I got a call and asked to go in and close. This means I had to leave my dads cuz I had planned on stayin there for the night. I would have said no, but Tony, the owner, had been there since 530am that morning on the busiest day of the week and was going to stay till close. He was so relieved when I walked in. THat was the bad for the weekend....and now on to:

THE UGLY - I guess the ugly part of the weekend was the fight and the weather, that is about it that I can think of. O yea and that I got no studying done cuz of work.....Well I'm off to get somestudying done.....that was a recap of my weekend.

10:42pm: Ok so its been a while since I've updated. Not a whole lot is new here. It is stressful, between living at home and school and work. As many of you know my parents are now going through a divorce and it is starting to turn kind of nasty. Both the parents are still livin in the same house. Yeah it is bad, they dont talk at all anymore. Im stuck in the middle cuz I hear it from both of them cuz I get along with both of them. GRRRRRRR.....o well. Then of course there is school. I had my first exam last Thursday, I thought I did ok.....I defiantly had a surprise when I got it back today. I did HORRIBLY. I wont even say the score on it cuz of how bad it was. Allison, you had a good score compared to mine...GOD DAMNIT. I really really have to buckle down and study for that class now too. So yea things are perfect here, but oh well. Well here I go, should maybe study a little more tonight and then off to bed....Night all

10:42pm: And I am home
Well I made it home in one piece. On the last day we went to this Heritage Village where there are all kinds of old houses and stuff. We may go back again next year becuase its a place you need lots of time to walk through it. We also went and had one last Grouper sandwich. That one wasnt as good as the first one. We had good flights home. We got back to Wausau about 8:30pm last night. I had to run into work to get my schedule for next week and just kinda chilled here at home. I got up this morning and did some things around the house and went and got my pictures developed. I had to work 430-930 tonight. We were REALLY busy. We did ok though. Now I'm off to relax. I work 6 days next week, plus will be getting together with people as well hopefully. Well Im off.

11:37pm: Last full day
So today was the last full day, and most beautiful day here in Florida. We had about 80 today. It was cloudy and misty this morning when we got up and headed out. We went to Panera breads for breakfast this morning. I didnt think it was very good. My Cappicino SUCKED and the rolls and stuff were dry. I had a bear claw which was pretty good. Then we came back and waited for Zennie(a friend of my grandparents). We all headed into Tampa to go to the Florida Aquarium. It was nice. The rest of them weren't happy with it becuase there were no dolphins or big fish like that. I very much enjoyed it myself though. Took lots and lots of Pictures. It was fun. We wandered around for a while then. We then came back so that we could go swimming becuase it was soooooooooo warm. Then we met a bunch of people cuz today was my grandma's & one of there friends birthday. So we went out for that. They also had this 2 for 1 happy hr. My grandma got strawberry margaritas and let me have her 2nd one, well i had 1 1/2 of those and DAMN did that tequilla hit me hard. It was fun because after we went and played some dominos and the guy made strawberry daquris. It was fun. My grandparents have some fun friends. I think Ive had at least 2 drinks every nice I've been down here. I've enjoyed it though. Well I need to go pack my bag so we can play tomorrow before heading out.

9:41pm: Day 4
Well it was another BEAUTIFUL day here. In the mid 70s, but it was a little cloudy. This morning it was sunny. We went to Honeymoon Island. Got to walk the beach and go shelling(aka picking up shells). We found a TON of shells. It was a lot of fun. There were a big group or up to 12+ dolphins just off shore. It was awesome. They were comin up and even a few times they were playing and jumping rt out of the water. After we left there we went to eat lunch. For lunch I had a Grouper sandwich. It is a piece of Grouper fish grilled w/cheese on it on a bun and tartar sauce. W/tomatoe and lettuce as well. It was real tasty. It was fresh too. YUMMMY!! We then came back and swam and some more friends of my grandparents came over. Then we went for a walk and went over there. Had a few drinks and then came back here and sat around and here we are now. We have about 1 1/2 days left here then we head home. This has been a fun trip. Not to much happening, very relaxing. Well I'm off for the night.

10:54pm: Day 3
Well, today was the third day, and was it a BEAUTIFUL day. It was almost 80 degrees. I got up about 930am here and got ready for the day. We went for a short walk, then got ready to go on the boat. We rode the pontoon about 45 mins to the restraunt Bahama Breeze where we ate lunch. They had some good food. We then rode back and sat and visited. We saw one dolphin which was pretty cool. It came up pretty close to the boat. After we got back mom, grandpa and I went down to the pool where we went swimming for a bit. That was a lot of fun. We then came back and decided to take a ride. There is this cool house not to far from my grandparents where we went to. It is the most bizarre house Ive ever seen. It's these artists and they have there yard decorated w/bowling balls, bottles, and all kinds of stuff. They've even decorated the house w/pieces of glass and stuff. It is pretty cool. We stopped at the beach again and walked along the Bay. Then stopped at some more of my grandparents friends and then came home. We had a few drinks, took a walk and just relaxed the rest of the night. Tomorrow we are going to go pick shells in the morning, then to an aquarium I believe. We shall see. Well Im off for another night and shall possibly update again tomorrow.

11:20pm: Day 2
Well today was the second day here in FL. It was another beautiful day down here. It was about 74 and sunny. Tomorrow they are calling for 76. Well what did we do for today? Well lets see. I got up about 830am, we ate and took a walk around the park. We went to the shore to see if we could see dolphins. We then went down to the St. Johns Pass. There is just a bunch of shops and stuff. There is a boardwalk type thing rt along the shore. We did see a few dolphins there. We then went and walked the beach barefoot and waded in the guld of mexico. We also picked seashells. It was a lot of fun. We then came home, snacked and went swimming. They have a nice little pool here in the park and so we decided we should swim. We then went mini golfing. That was a lot of fun. We didnt do a whole lot today, just kinda hung out and it was a great time. We are going out onto the Tampa Bay tomorrow. Well I'm off and maybe be back on tomorrow to update once more.

12:35am: First day here......
Well it was my first full day in Florida today. We got in about 6pm(FL time) on Saturday. We just came back to my grandparents place and hung out. It was actually chilly out. It was 42 in the morning today. It was in the 60's today and suppose to be in the 70s the rest of the time we are here. It's going to be beautiful. :D OK I know your all JEALOUS. And I am happy to make you all jealous. Anyways. I got up about 830am this morning and we went to the Tampa State Fairgrounds cuz there was horse jumping yesterday, but there wasnt today. We walked around and there were horses and we looked at them. After we left there we headed to the horse track. That was fun. Mom, grandpa and I did a little betting. My mom and grandpa won a few races, but I won 0-2, lost $12, but thats ok it was fun. We got to be right down by the track. It was a fun experience. After that we left and headed to Clearwater Beach(an island) to see the beach and walk along the beach. We then ate some supper at a little restraunt along the beach. We watched the sunset....IT WAS AMAZING. Don't worry I got lots of pics. Then we stopped by some friends of my grandparents and then came home. We've also walked the park a few times. It is so nice. They are almost on the Tampa Bay. I'll take pics before we are out of here. I am having fun so far, not sure whats going on tomorrow though. Granted it could be better, but that is a whole nother story which I will warn you all I WILL need to talk at some point. Well I'm off for the night.

1:31pm: Another year
So another new years has come and gone. I once again did nothing to exciting new years eve. I had my wisdom teeth out the Thursday before so I had the whole weekend off. Well at least Thurs thru Sat. Saturday night my dad and I headed to Green Bay and stayed with my aunt, uncle and two little cousins. It was nice to see them. Well Then on Sunday guess where I got to go??? I SPEND THE DAY AT LAMBEAU FIELD!!! Thats right I got to go to the Packer game. It was awesome. My dad got 2 free tickets from work. It was so cool. I was so happy to get to go to the game. We then just came back to Wausau for I had to work at 7am Monday morning. I work today and the 3 following days, all closing shifts :D Yes I am happy bout that cuz I'd rather work the night shift. Then I have the weekend and all next week till Saturday the 14th off...yes 7days off from work!!!! I'm so excited I get to go visit my grandparents down in Florida. It is just my mom and I heading down there. This is my grandparents 6th yr down there I believe and I have not been down yet. So I am very happy that I get to go down this year. We have no idea what we are going to do, It's one of those trips you just go. The nice thing is we dont have to worry about a hotel or anything because we are going to just stay at my grandparents double wide they bought. O I think I forgot to tell you all....there house is right on the Tampa Bay :) WEEEEEEEE I GET TO GO TO THE BEACH. I'm excited. Well I suppose I should go, Have to make sure I'm goin to have a car to get to work.

12:47pm: Grades and Wisdom teeth
So I got my grades for the semester last weekend. WOW!! I did much better then I thought I did. I got a C IN ANIMAL PHYSIOLOGY!!!!!!!That made my day forsure. I did a little dance in my computer chair. Other then that I got an A, A-, and 2 B+. Definatly will take that. I'm just happy to not have to take animal phys again.
In other news, I just got my 2 wisdom teeth out yesterday morning. It sucked. I dont think it would have been as bad, but I am also sick. *this may get to sick for weak stomachs* I had a coughing fit where I started to drool blood all over the place. It sucked. ok enough about that. My gums are really really sore today. I have the rest of the weekend off *wink* Im just really glad that I got it done and over with now though. Never have to worry about it ever, ever again. Ok I think it is time to go lay down again....my mouth is really starting to hurt. I'll update again soon.

7:24am: AHHHHHHH LACK OF SLEEP!!!
So I was up studying till almost 430am and it is not quite 730am.....Exam at 8am....must study more for animal phys. meet friend for lunch at 1145. study more. exam at 245. long day ahead and like 2hrs of sleep. I WANT TO GO TO BED!!!!!!!!!!!

9:09pm: BADASS HELL YEA

Candy Cigarettes

You're a total badass, but you don't taste very good.

1:00am: Ok it is time to vent again.....yes you probably guessed it, about work. Mostly....ok ONLY about stupid waitstaff. It is Tracy and Cabel tonight. Yes the guys name is Cabel. First off w/in the first hr I was there Cabel starts fuckin bitch....luckily I was not on line when he did. Jackie was and just told me about it. He had a 5 min hold on the ticket so I held it for 5 mins and made it....but obviously they werent finished eatin off salad bar so somehow it was our mistake that it was done already. Then he comes up to line when we have 5 tickets hangin and is like slow down on my ticket. I was like "we have 4 tickets ahead of urs, it aint goin to get done rt now anyways." I was pissed. Then close to when he was done he had a ticket w/a 5 min hold and so it was held 5 mins and then started....thing is it was 2 12oz ribeyes, which take a while. So after a while he comes up....Wheres my steaks? I'm like does it look like they are done? We aren't magic cooks here. Fucker was pissing me off and I REALLY REALLY wanted to slap him.
Then of course there is Tracy. She knows now that I am pissed at her because Allicia yelled at her for me. So we didnt talk tonight until rt before she left. I was in the break room on break w/2 other people from there. Tracy came into the break room and as she was leaving was like see ya guys. I didnt say anything...then she looked straight at me and was like BYE!!! a little louder and I said bye quietly and shes all like you have to say it louder.....I just shook my head. I was like bullshit i do. She knows I'm pissed.....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR......luckily i had some awesome closers so that made the night better. :) Well off to work on a paper.